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i feel inspired! its 2 and im just back from lunch and church. have been spending my time online these days looking at people's flickr accounts. ahh some of the photos are seriously quite inspiring. theres a person who took pictures of all the pages of her moleskine and its so damn nice. i love looking at people's journals hahaha. ok not that i do. but i think whats so appealing about journals is that they are full of honesty. well most of them. i think when i was a kid my journals were not very honest though because i knew my sister looked at them occasionally -.- so i ended up writing things in there to spite her. well that was in primary school so i suppose thats quite pardonnable ahha. yea even now i think its hard for me to write a journal without feeling restricted because of my brother whos p2 this yr and adores looking at my stuff. well i tried keeping a journal last year that was quite honest. BUT. everytime i hid it, the next morning, the book would be on the table. it was quite a scary experience because i wrote things that noone knew inside. gah. i think i threw it away in the end. oh wells. but recently ive been thinking of getting myself a moleskine. ive been wanting a journal for a fairly long time so far mainly to pen down my random thoughts everywhere i go. because usually when im on the bus or the car i'd be subconsciously talking to myself (not out loud of course) and thinking about certain things. so i thought that it would be nice if i penned these thoughts down before they vaporize into nothingness. haha.

hmmmmm but its so hard to find a journal that i love. and a pen that im comfortable with. its not that i dont like using my pilot g1 0.5 pens but thats for schoolwork when everything has to be neat and tidy. oh my handwriting varies with the pen i use. so i think i'd stick to non-inky pens for journals. haha i think im rambling. I WANT A MOLESKINE HAHA i love the way they look so rustic. love love love. just that they are pretty damn expensive =/ ok so either i splurge and get the moleskine or i'll just get the frenchy journal that i saw the other day. i think i'd get the moleskine since i can get better looking frenchy journals in france when i go there this sept ha.

too cute: http://www.moleskine.com/moleskinerie/index.html

oh yea yesterday's attempt to camp in the balcony failed miserably. it was so damn hot because i was sleeping beside a slab of concrete. but then i had a cool view of the moon and the stars. it was quite a starry night actually and the moon was shining damn brightly. i didnt know moonlight was yellow though... always thought it was white haha. oh and it was quite a pretty sight because the moonlight shone through my balcony window which was somewhat grill-like, like a lattice. so that made some cool patterns on my sofabed. wanted to take some pictures but my lousy dopod couldnt capture anything in the dark. and I WAS SO UNLUCKY!!!!!! it was damn hot so i wanted to shift the living room fan over to the balcony. and half way while i was carrying the fan, it broke into two. grah. i went back to my room shortly after that. oh wells. I WANT TO GO TO THE ASTROTURF AT NIGHT. hahaha shall do that this week.

anw pictures:

samuel. omg i cant believe he's a kg lighter than me. abit disturbing. anyway i like his skin tone hahahaha go swim more.



my new study area. bright sunny windy (at times) nice scenery. this was how it looked like before i started mugging.



after about an hour's worth of mugging. well its messy but i think its better than studying...



...here. this shot's taken in my room. although there are nice colours and nice scenery, i feel damn cramped studying here.



I B MUGGER.


hahahah for zts -.-




sian i failed to study bio again. although bio's quite interesting i hate reading campbell and reece. its like so damn thick. grrr and the information is so scattered. GRRRRRRRR TOMORROW I MUST MUST MUST FINISH STUDYING CELLS. hmm my hols so far has been quite wasted cos i procrastinate ALOT. but this week has been quite eventful.

monday: i had a mugging session with bingei and vikram in the school library. i didnt do much mugging =/ but at least i managed to borrow the geog tb hahaha! and for the first time, heard bingei beatbox+sing haha.

(having lunch at wahchee)


(vikram)


(edward)


(mug mug mug)


(curtains)


tuesday. i went swimming with tong in the morning (SORRY FOR BEING LATE GIRL!!). after we swam we walked to the library and the sky was SO SO SO SO SO PRETTY. the clouds were all so cottoncandy-esque! i started taking pictures and tong thought i was crazy ahah. anyways in the library i borrowed books for EE while tong read history refernce books. oh and after that we went for movie marathon at rania's. we watched horror films! all the horror films that i've watched so far HAVE NO PLOT. seriously. the endings were also damn predictable.















(muggerrrr)


(home)


i cant remember what i did yesterday. i think i spent the whole day home. boring. yay tomorrow i'd be going swimming with tong again at 830! i love love love swimming in the early morning. 1. there'd be noone in the pool. hence cleaner water, no noise and more space. 2. the water would be damnnnnnnnn cold. stirs the blood. 3. wakes me up. oh well. i shall study... chem and math tomorrow. so i can ask ming questions on sat. GRRR BIO. maybe i'd lug campbell and reece to the library on sat too. sian. okokokokokokokokokokok GO PAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM BE AN IB MUGGERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. GET A FRAPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.


"Voilà, ma petite Amélie, vous n'avez pas des os en verre. Vous pouvez vous cogner à la vie. Si vous laissez passer cette chance, alors avec le temps, c'est votre cœur qui va devenir aussi sec et cassant que mon squelette. Alors, allez-y, nom d'un chien!"